Monday, April 5, 2021

I went to the sea and it wasn't the same

There's a country that hangs in my heart

A country that I mourn for, long for,

that I weep for,

A country that I still call home.


And the country I once called home,

although it never really felt like one,

feels more alien to me now than ever.


The sound of English accents around me

seem cold and unfamiliar,

like distant echoes 

ringing in my ears.


The affluence, the feeling of

rigidity,

the sense of conformity,

in one form or other,

The bohemians with their vans

living for the aesthetic and

the sense of personal freedom,

amidst this feeling of idyllic suffocation.


So contrasting to the wildness,

the mysterious magnificence of the hills and mountains

that awoke a rawness within,

The warmth of the people,

The sound of the Welsh language,

the beauty of their history and heritage,

The aliveness,

the togetherness,

the feeling that people cared

about the important things,

And cared nothing for the fashion, trends,

image and individualism.

True freedom,

and the rush of the roaring waves,

The unapologetic storms and gales,

the sound of fiddles, banjoes and harps

on the streets and in the pubs,

the ancientness,

The passion of a place that refused to be quiet

with its beauty,

A place so small yet so powerful,

It could latch onto your heart

and never let you go.

It could make you dream of it,

long for it,

long to be home.



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